Well we are just waitting on a car to come into a rental place so we ( kids and me ) can go to Alberta for a while hubbyish is at work
I am happy really I am it's bitter sweet kinda to but I am moving past that and on to much better things like Seeing me family enjoying even for a short time my babies
I might even get a chance to meet the newest family memeber my cusion Jenny had twin boys they are soo cute and her older sister Tuffy( oh she hates that name hehe ) had her 1st so I am looking forwards to that
Seeing my moms new place and a whole lot of old friends YEEPIE
oh a huge plus there wont be that many flying blood suckers hehe
I am all giggy hehe
Can wait I am even looking forwards to the drive out there 13hrs with 3 kids 1 puppy and a nut job ( me )
I would remove( just when the inlaws were there ) the more pagan things in our home to make them more comffee I might even be willing to go to church with the kids etc on sunday
Now I left the church for what they teach so would I be two faced in doing so how could I be a ture witch if I would do this and why the hell does it feel alright and comforting to think about going to church and raising children in a dual house hold
These were just question for some reason pop in my head Iam not going " back " to church but I have to admitt I do like the thought of the whole family going to church all dressed in sunday bests Kinda like what the ideal life would be for say the late 30's lol I don't belive in what the church teaches but How can I say it's worng if I don't at least show my children what it's all about giving them a chance to choose for themselves I know they are young yet
I am kinda toren on this not sure why for me it's a clear cut answer I am a witch but my kids aren't then are learning my ways but I wont say they are or aren't
Any thought I am bless not to have to really worry about this since yea my in law doesn't come around and they already knew
what to write well how about a HAPPY CAN DAY to all here and wide lol
Not much new here I toke the kids for ice cream and on the way home we stop at the quarries to see if there was any water and yup there was so
l let them play in it nice now was there they could run around naked since I hadn't really planned on there being water there last time just a few short weeks ago there wasn't any lol Iam guessing I wll be woken up to moma can we ...... lol I don't mind it really
They got to phone their daddy tonight and finally talk to him been busy with the drill so he heard over and over again about the quaries He misses them so much He was said that he would like us ( mostly the kids ) to come out to see him so I am thinking Thursday we will head ou to see him smile take lots of pic so he has some thing to hold when we leave IT breaks my heart cause he loves them so much Oh well it's not forever I keep remindig everyone lol
WOW the Thunder Gods really hit here with a strom oh the power in it was just awsome the sky was black and the rain came down hard
It was all in powring to me in it to feel the rain pounding down seeing the lighting light up a jet black sky and to hear the lound rummbling right before the thunder clap OOOO
I just had to share it
Still hearing the low rumbles of thunder as the strom move south
